Upon returning from a Women’s Retreat and realizing God was stirring something in me, I began to read
Captivating by John & Staci Eldredge. There are 3 points made about what women long for & how they correlate to who God is: 1– To be romanced, 2-To play an irreplaceable role in a great adventure, and 3-To unveil beauty. God was speaking to me as a read this, it was like He was revealing to me things I knew, but couldn’t define. There is such a longing in my heart for all of this, especially for a great adventure.

My heart is restless daily as I go to work and do the same routine Mon-Fri 8-5. There’s no adventure in it. My husband calls me at work to share his day and how God is using him, and I’m jealous. I want to be right beside my husband, ministering, reaching out, mobilizing churches, yet I feel so stuck at my job. There is a great calling God has for
both James and me, but only James is getting to live it right now. There is a great adventure stirring in me, and I’m so anxious for it. It feels like it’s right around the corner, and I can’t wait for it. I’m looking forward to the next place God will call me, this next place of ministering alongside my life gift, full-time, each day, all day, igniting my passion for His people, somehow using the gifts He’s put in me.

Please pray for me as I continue to grow restless in my job, anxiously waiting to move forward in God’s calling for me. Our desire is to raise enough support to not be dependent on my job so I can join my husband and be the helper and sustainer God has called me to be as his wife. Please pray also that this support will come in soon. Gracias!