There are times in my walk with my God that I have a "mountain top" experience.  I begin to pray out and ask God to move in my life in ways that I have never experiance.  I want to be that guy that when I walk into a room or speak in a conversation there is an aroma of Christ coming through.  Tonight I felt like God was saying He (His Glory) will not share with darkness...I began to fall to my knees and just cry out to Him.  I also heard him say "you've neglected me......and I miss you".  I've spent all weekend ministering and  I feel exhausted on one end and the other end I feel jump started.   

 There are so many times I just have to say the name...His name.  I long for the Glory of God! I long for the deep places of wanting nothing more than a generation to come running with tinacity to a relationship with Christ like no other!  I want the Holy Spirit to engulf me. 

I'm sick and tired of being the norm.  I'm sick and tired of during ministry as usual.  There has to be something more.  I truly believe that the Lord is in the midst of  calling his children to a bold and faithful walk with him. 

Did you know that Jesus loves you?  There are times I go through my day and I want so much to hear him say that....I love you James!  

I'm sure He loves to hear that from us!