This is the first week that Rachel went back to work and I am playing role as an AIM Rep and a father.  He sleeps for most of the day so it hasn't been "that" hard yet.  We have some great friends that are willing to look after Issac when I have a meeting with a youth pastor and such.  But a few days ago I was playing around with Isaac and for the first time I saw that he smiled as a reaction.  I ran and got my camera.  The verse that comes to mind is "the joy of the lord shall renew my strenght."